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DARKNESS, VOICES LED BY ONE, THE SAME WAY, THE SAME ROUTINE, THE SAME PATH WITH ONE UNUSUAL STOP THAT CORNERED ME AGAIN, TWISTED ME AGAIN, ABUSED ME AGAIN. IT WAS THIS MAN FORCING HIS HOMOSEXUAL DEEPEST DESIRES ONTO ME. LOOKING BACK, IT WAS LIKE HUGGING AND TONGUE-KISSING A HUGE SNAKE THAT WANTS TO FUCK YOU THE NASTY WAY REPTILES DO FUCK WITHOUT ME HAVING A WAY TO YELL OR ESCAPE; JUST THE NASTIEST SHIT YOU COULD EVER EXPERIENCE ONLY IT’S YOUR HOME AND YOU’RE SO CALLED FUCKING FAMILY THIS IS HAPPENING WITHIN. LIKE IF THE INCIDENT DIDN’T NEED MORE DRAMA ADDED TO IT, YOU'RE TALKING RAPE? THIS WAS MORE THAN THAT, THIS WAS RAPE IN A POOL OF SUBSTANCES THAT MAKE SHIT HUGO BOSS’ MOST ADORABLE FRAGANCE. I REALLY DON'T THINK HELL IS ANY WORSE THAN THAT… TRAUMATIZING SOMEONE, STEALING SOMEONE, DIRTYING SOMEONE, MESSING SOMEONE UP FOR LIFE WASN'T ENOUGH; THIS MAN NEEDED TO DO MORE, GO BEYOND THE PLAIN PHYSICAL, SEXUAL THEREFORE MENTAL PUNISHMENT; HE WANTED ME GONE! PULLED DOWN HIS PANTS, TOOK HIS DICK OUT AND ASKED ME POLITELY TO SUCK IT. I KNOW WHAT YOU'RE GONNA SAY: YOU ATE IT YOU FAGET!!! YOU WORTHLESS PIECE OF SHIT FUCKING FAGET; WELL, LET ME TELL YOU SOMETHING, YOU CUNT; YOU MISERABLE FUCKING ASSHOLE THATS LOOKING AT ME IN A DISGUSTING WAY; LET ME TELL YOU SOMETHING; I WAS GOING TO TILL GOD SENT AN ANGEL MY WAY, WHICH PUT A STOP TO THE ALMOST FATAL EPISODE; I MEAN, I'D TAKEN IT UP THE ASS BY THEN; SUCKING A SERPENT'S DICK WOULD HAVE ONLY PUT ME AT EVERY ANIMALS' FEET BEING LESSER THAN LESS IN THIS WORLD! OH YEAH, MY LIPS TOUCHED HIS DICK; YES, THEY DID. ALMOST FORGOT. THAT'S WHEN THE ANGEL ARRIVED. AM I LESS THAN A MAN? MAYBE. LESS THAN A PERSON? MAYBE. LESSER ALL AROUND? MAYBE. BUT HERE I AM WRITING THESE LINES HOPING TO SEE SOME SORT OF LIGHT THAT WILL PUSH ME FORWARD AND HELP ME LEAVE EVERYTHING BEHIND, BECAUSE I MAY BE RUINED, BUT I'M STILL BRAVE ENOUGH.