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HOW COULD I FORGET THIS CONSOLE/VIDEO GAME THAT NEEDED A MEMORY CARD IN
ORDER TO GET TROPHIES AND MATCH MY FRIENDS' ACCOMPLISHMENTS?! WITHOUT IT, I
WAS SHOOTING BLANKS AND GOING NOWHERE. IT WAS THE DEMONIC REPTILE PLANNING ON
TURNING MY DECISION AROUND AND GETTING ME TO FORGET ABOUT FREEDOM AGAIN.
FREEDOM, HAPPINESS, NORMALITY AND ALL THE GOODIES THAT WERE GONNA COME WITH
MY POWERFUL, BUT VERY LATE MOVE. THE LONG WALK WAS DESIGNED TO TAKE AWAY MY
STRENGTH, WILLINGNESS AND EVERYTHING I HAD BUILT TO START LIVING LIFE WITHOUT A
SERPENT AROUND MY WASTE AND NECK. WELL, I TRIED TO BE STRONG AND STAND BY MY
WORD, BUT HE CONTINUED INSISTING, OF COURSE, TILL BREAKING WHAT, FOR ONCE, HAD
DEFINED ME AS A BRAVE AND INTELLIGENT BOY. HE HAD ME AGAIN. USING "BOYZ TO
MEN" SONGS AND OTHER ARTISTS' TO CULTIVATE ROMANCE; YES, ROMANCE; HE
BEGGED GETTING ME TO SAY "I ACCEPT" LIKE A DIRTY/DISGUSTING BRIDE. I
WASN'T LOOKING AT ME AS SUCH ANYMORE, BUT IN HIS EYES AND MIND, I WAS JUST THAT: A
DIRTY DIRTY FUCKING WHORE! MY DECISION HAD BEEN MADE. OF COURSE YOU CAN ALL
SEE THE PIECE OF PLASTIC; THE ELEMENT THAT MADE ME SO HAPPY AND ENTHUSIASTIC,
HAD ACHIEVED ITS PURPOSE. THE MAN USED A GIFT; SOMETHING A BOY DESIRED BAD, TO
TWIST HIM AROUND AND; KEEP FUCKING HIM; KEEP FUCKING HIM IN EVERY ASPECT
POSSIBLE! THAT EVENING CAME AND HE DROPPED ME OFF AT MY GRANDMA'S. HIM AND THE
FAMILY WERE GOING PARTYING. I MEAN, WHAT A LIFE THIS SON OF A BITCH HAD..!!! ON ONE
HAND, YOU'RE FUCKING AND TORTURING YOUR STEPSON, AND ON THE OTHER, YOU'RE
HAVING A FUN AND DECORATED LIFE WITH YOUR WIFE AND HER FAMILY... GOD, WHY WASN'T
I STRONGER?!!! ENJOYING MY MEMORY CARD. WELCOME BACK TO THE ANIMALISTIC PIT, SWEET BOY!