Lyrics
Because of you my life is pure excellence
You wished you would have given me life, but you did
You constructed my soul and made my heart so wounded
So wounded it can't suffer any worse anymore
You were kind enough to destroy me into the animal I am today,
Which I couldn't thank you enough for
For you I wanted to die and for you I'm still alive
You didn't only give me life, but you also gave me a reason
A reason to fight, be happy and embrace this hell called life
In case you don't know, you did much more than to murder me
You murdered me into the twisted, passionate and loving being I am today
I remember you now and all I can think of is joy
Much joy, suffering, dirt and pain caused by the reason I love so much today
Had I known all the raping, beating, abusing were going to create
So much satisfaction, I would have signed up for more
I look back and feel happy in a deep, brutal, disgusting and dark fucking way
I listen to songs that take me back and make me feel this unholy source called "You",
who I love for
creating the pedestal
My being, my life and my heart are on
I am brutally happy today because of you
I am fucking happy, man
Thank you for the training, thank you for being there! You're in my heart you're never
getting out of
there the way I got out of your hands one day alive